domingo, enero 15, 2006

Something wired happened to me today at work...I was checking out the international papers, and I was disgustingly falling asleep, when suddenly Oasis started to sound on the radio...I liked the beginning of the song... it was a suthing melody, I haven`t heard the song until that moment...and something happened to me....For like 3 seconds a I felt so in peace, nothing bothered me, I smiled and said to myself: "Nothing can fuck up this moment, this little moment for me", only three seconds of the incredible sensation...there was no sound in the office and that miracle happened...after the three seconds, everything was normal again, but it didn`t bother me, I must confess that i wished for those three seconds to be an hour, a day, a whole week, but I thougt that it was impossible , but it didn`t matter , because I felt that and it was great, I had to write about it...I think that maybe buddhists or people that are really conected with themselves on a spiritual level, feel this peace everyday, or maybe they have a level of concentration so huge, that they can found it, or reach it, or maybe peace comes to them, whenever they feel like it....I don`t know, the only thing that I know is that what I felt was wonderful...I didn`t care that I had to be in an office for ...like 80 more days, I started to think, and a realized that nothing was wrong with me, or with my surrounding, for those three seconds nothing was bad or ugly for me, I felt in peace...I wish those moments could come to me more often, but maybe we are meant to have worries or deceptions, or pain, but suddenly, out of nothing this little magic moments come to us. Maybe is a sign that I`m doing things the right way, or maybe the universe is sending me a message, Maybe...
Whatever force, or energy, or spirit, or anything that send me that moment, I am deeply thankful, and I aprecciate the gift...I can feel my day will be good...Thank you, thank you for my moment of peace....